What Do You Miss About Being A Youngster?


Rising up, each Saturday my sisters and I’d stroll down the street to our cousin’s home, for a “playdate”. I’m positive the fixed query of, “Is it 3:15 but?” received previous for my mother. I truthfully can’t consider a Saturday once we DIDN’T make the trek. Hours had been spent taking part in within the cottonseed, leaping off excessive factors within the barn into hay, getting caught in hay bales, sledding off the barn roof, snowmobiling, quading, taking part in N64, and making up any enjoyable we might. It amazes me that nobody ever broke a bone. Actually, it was a miracle. And it was solely repeated once more on Sunday afternoons after our naps, after they got here to our home.

Life appeared so easy. So carefree. As a result of it was. We simply lived for the second and IN the second. Excited for the NEXT Saturday. Excited to think about. Excited to only BE A KID.

I generally reminisce about these days and marvel, what modified? Why did it have to vary? I do know you’re in all probability chuckling as a result of everyone knows precisely what modified. Life. Circumstances. Tasks. Struggles. Getting older! No method would I dare sled off a barn roof once more…

Coronary heart failure and most cancers over the previous 7 years has actually introduced life into perspective. At occasions I felt I used to be combating for not only a regular life, however for LIFE on the whole. I used to be given a 40% probability of not making it by way of my bone marrow transplant in January. Now, I do know that’s lower than 50%, however after I actually began to contemplate these odds, they weren’t very encouraging. But it surely wasn’t the primary time I used to be informed these sorts of odds with my open coronary heart surgical procedures and I knew God was calling me to do it. I used to be greater than able to struggle.

It’s been a LONG yr and it has afforded me the chance to suppose a lot about life, the place I’m proper now, the place I wish to go, and who I wish to be. I believe again to my childhood and marvel, how can I incorporate that love for all times again then, within the hear and now?

So I requested Mazy. What do you’re keen on about being a child? Right here’s what she stated…

Large creativeness.

Not worrying about issues.

Hanging out with mates.

Sports activities.

Our house.

That’s it. And you recognize what? Once I take a look at that checklist, thesee are ALL issues I can love about life RIGHT NOW. At age 40.

Dream huge. Let go of what I can management. Be with different individuals. Get pleasure from exercise. Embrace being HOME (too many days had been spent within the hospital the previous couple of years! Oh how I’m grateful for our HOME). Mazy, thanks for serving to me maintain it easy. What I cherished again then, I can love now!

What do you miss about being a toddler? What was your favourite childhood reminiscence? How are you going to incorporate a side of it into your life right now? I’d love to listen to your ideas…