Emotions of restlessness and impatience are beginning to fill my thoughts. I can see the top of my 100 days in sight, and but I nonetheless have over a month to go. However in all actuality, my life doesn’t change too drastically at that actual second. It’s extra of a tenet, sprinkled with hope that I can be much less prone to threatening diseases within the days that comply with. However all this restlessness is doing, is stealing the enjoyment of the second and the peace that God so freely is providing me by this time in my life. Time to wish. Time to write down. Time to heal. Time to get stronger. Time to struggle this leukemia as soon as and for all.

I simply need to be keen to simply accept it.

Strolling a street of issue takes a lot obedience. Life doesn’t appear to be the best way I had deliberate, however then is it true obedience? Is it true devotion to my Lord after I lengthy for all times to look totally different? How many people fall into this lure? I do know I do. After we consistently take a look at different’s lives and want we had what they’d. After we scrounge the web for the subsequent factor to purchase, searching for to meet that void of happiness. After we take a look at our days and want we could possibly be doing one thing totally different. Is it true obedience to the Lord? Or are we considering He made a mistake in permitting what He has?

My God isn’t early. By no means late. However at all times proper on time. And due to this fact, my obedience ought to mirror this reality. Peace doesn’t come from exterior achieve, however from an inside coronary heart that’s trustfully dedicated to His plan.

If I’m struggling to obey the trail that God has me on, perhaps my coronary heart isn’t absolutely dedicated to him? I’m not saying that we are able to’t lament and grieve. I’ve carried out loads of that. However once we stay with Biblical pleasure, understanding God is shifting mountains and splitting the seas on our behalf, brings a peace that surpasses all understanding, directing our hearts in the direction of a lifetime of obedience.

That is one thing I’m frequently challenged with. Am I able to obediently stroll the trail God has chosen for me? Trusting that He has all of it in His fingers? That’s the most secure place to be and the place true pleasure and peace are discovered. And that’s finally what I would like.